Whoops. Why am I even here? Okay, just for a couple of minutes. I really need to express this feeling that happened to be in my heart and I kinda holding it back for such a long time. I'm not gonna wait any longer. Okay, you're ready? 

*inhale, exhale, fuhh* 

I'm I'm..........kinda lonely. LOL There, I've said it! -___- It is true guys. Okay obviously I'm exaggerating.

Who am I to control this helpless and innocent feeling that suddenly growing inside of my heart? I'm not asking to be lonely and I don't even want it. I know the easiest, fastest, simplest way is by looking for someone to be your boyfriend. 

*cough, it's not easy, cough*

Seriously, how do you get a guy to be your boyfriend? Honestly, I'm not really good at this. It amazes me to see people getting a bf/gf so easily. I was like "Dude, how did you do that?" Hah. I'm not jealous though. Why would I be jealous? Well, maybe a little. :P No, I'm happy as long as they're happy. People deserve to be happy right? Clearly, the world is not giving me a chance to be happy :( I. AM. SAD. LOL Am not blaming anyone. The biggest problem here is ME. I always asked myself, "am I good enough for anyone?" :( And that's the only obstacle that I can't get through. It's like there's a wall made up of solid metal. Hmm. At least I have my friends. They can cheer me up like every fcking day. Glad to have them in this world. No one can replace them. I repeat, NO ONE. :') Being in a relationship with someone is just an additional way to be happy. And yet you can still be happy without it. Who's with me, put your hands up! :)


This killed my loneliness. Have fun :D