January 5, 2013

Life treats you with no mercy. Sometimes. One day you're happy, the next day all you know is, pile of shit being thrown in your face. Just like that. You won't be getting things that you desire the most. Unless you're a son or daughter of some filthy rich successful dad that owns a company. But you're certainly not. Right? I was supposed to live the life I'm living. I don't know what has got into my way. It's like you suddenly stop being happy and decide to be sad. Sounds fatuous but that's exactly what I've been doing lately. It's almost 3 am and I'm rambling like there's no tomorrow. Ahh great. Why do I have to do this to myself? Why am I being such a pain in the ass? Why do I have to stay awake till late? Right, this isn't healthy at all. Whatever.